I Don t Want My Kids to Think Having a Voice Means You Are a Bitch
It s no secret Katherine Heigl had a hard time in the press the last time we saw her on TV. She didn t submit her name for the 2008 Emmys because she didn t feel her material on Grey s Anatomy warranted it. In 2007, she agreed with an interviewer that Judd Apatow s Knocked Up was a little sexist. (And then immediately clarified those remarks you may or may not remember.)
What happened to the then 29 year old actress after Shonda gate and Apatow gate was one of the most jarring public lynchings Hollywood has ever seen. The mob was fast and furious. The verdict was swift.
After leaving Grey s in 2008, Heigl had been lying low at her ranch in Utah, focusing on family and raising her two daughters, Naleigh and Adalaide, with husband Josh Kelley. Then came the opportunity to do a passion project, a series which she not only stars in but helped to create: NBC s State of Affairs, a new political drama premiering one week from today. Two years in the making, it s Heigl s first leap back into the TV spotlight, playing a CIA operative and head briefer to the president (Alfre Woodard).
In what one of her co stars called a public apology tour, Heigl has been carefully doing press again since the show s pickup in May, answering questions about being difficult and rude by explaining that she never intended to hurt anyone s feelings, and admitting that she s made mistakes.
Here, in what we believe to be Heigl s most raw and unfiltered interview in years, she finally stands up for herself once again strong minded women everywhere. And we d just like to say:This is the Katherine Heigl we fell in love with.
The first time I met you was right when you started Grey s Anatomy, and I remember being totally floored by how real you were. You didn t have a filter. You were funny and honest. It s pretty rare in this town that we get to chat with people who don t get fed every single line to say. So now, a decade later, given everything you went through, I m wondpatagonia clothing new york cityering, how has that changed? Do you feel like you need to be a lot more careful about what you say? Can you still speak your mind?
Back when all that happened, I was a little na I didn t know. At the time, social media and all of that wasn t what it is now. I didn t realize the impact that this comment or that comment would have or that it would catch like wildfire. But it did. It spread and it turned into something a lot uglier than I ever intended. Obviously I m more aware of that now. If I m going to voice my opinion and I m going to speak my mind, I better patagonia men's mixed guide hoody3be very clear about what my intentions are when I say it. It shoupatagonia men's mixed guide hoody2ld never be flippant or carelessly tossed out there. I m still going to have opinions and some of them people are going to agree with, and some they won t. But that s life and that s every single person on this planet.
I spentpatagonia men's mixed guide hoody1 time trying to be more of a publicity packaged thing, and I just couldn t. I couldn t sleep at night. It kept me up. It felt so dishonest to me and it felt like such a cop out, like me saying that I am inherently wrong about how I feel about things or I am inherently wrong if I have something to say. I don t like that for my daughters. I don t like that for my girlfriends. I don t like that for any woman in this world to be made to feel like that. You voice, your opinion and you are made to feel like if someone disagrees with you, that now you re a bad person?
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Once you learn that, I still think it s important to be true to yourself. I don t want my kids to feel like they don t have a voice or that having a voice makes them a bitch. I ve gone through that phase, too, wpatagonia men's mixed guide hoodyhere I just sit in the corner quietly and look pretty and smile a lot. It s not terribly satisfying. It s living in a weird place of fear of what others think about you. But what matters most is what I think about me. I hold myself to the standard that I think is important. Do I have integrity? Am I compassionate? Am I charitable? Am I forgiving? Am I respectful and decent? That s far more important to me than saying what everyone wants me to say.
Do you think your comments would have been received differently if you were a man? There s no male equivalent for the word diva. Do you feel that women have less freedom to stand up for themselves and what is right, without coming across as abrasive?
Why isn t there the male equivalent for even bitch? It s so derogatory. I can get into a whole conversation about this. My husband and I talk about this and he s like, let s come up with a word! But look, I don t want to be a victim, either. I don t want to sit around and complain about the way things are, I want to power through it. My mother never subscribed to the idea that a woman had to be this or a woman was only capable of this in a professional way. Even if that stigma was placed on her in the 50s and the 60s and the 70s, she just ignored it and kept moving forward and kept being who she was capable of being and doing. It s not always possible if the people in charge say no because the people in charge do say no. But that s my approach at this point, to not let it make me a victim opatagonia discount code kingsmillf society or sexism. It s up to me to bully my way through it.
This show has been in the works for a while now, and it s finally almost here. How are you feeling?
Nerrrrrrrvous. And I said to my husband, I don t know, a week ago, Look I m on edge and I apologize. I m stressed out and I m nervous and until this thing is over, and just airs already we re gonna have to just live with this version of me and I will try not to freak out. But if I get really quiet, you ll know why. I m having a panic attack! [laughs] I mean, we ve been at this for three years they picked up the pilot and started filming the season I was like, can t believe we made it. Now I want to get through the airing, keep my fingers crossed and keep sending out my prayers that the fans and the audience feels as strongly about it as I do and we can get to season two. I really like this job. I really really like it. It s such a great job, and I m incredibly thankful for it. I d like to keep it.
Alfre is so good as the president on your show. Are you hoping for a female president in 2016? Are you very political?
I m not [very political]. I m so terrible, here I am doing this show honestly, I stay away from voicing too many opinions about that, because I feel like I don t have the education to support any kind of public opinion about this. It would make me feel silly if I said anything about it because I don t pay enough attention. But I do vote! Before I vote that s when I m all in, and I find out whose platforms are what and what are their policies and what do I feel most strongly about.
If Alfre were running, I would vote for her. What has it been like portraying that dynamic?
I really love it. I love the relationship between these two women. It s wrought with emotion and vulnerability and loss and love and grief and on top of that you add their particular jobs and there are the restraints that are put on them because of this job and you can add mistrust and disloyalty intpatagonia guide jacket makero the mix. patagonia guide jacket namedIt s fascinating. is like family at this point. We ve been best friends for 11 something years. We clicked immediately on the pilot and I can t even remember life without him now. He s my daughters godfather and is like a brother to me. He lives now on the East Coast which breaks my heart, because I don t get to see him. We used to literally hang out every single night and now I m lucky if I can squpatagonia men's mixed guide hoody0irrel him away from New York to just spend one weekend with me. But we talk all the time. He s such an incredibly decent, big hearted, incredibly talented, unbelievablypatagonia guide pants joke loyal friend. I m lucky to have him.
I was there at the Big Brothers Big Sisters gala where you raised your hand and offered to be a mentor to that high school student up on stage. I heard you followed through?
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